[physik] One little pill and you are on your way to Sax!

[Judith Holley]

i am determined
they make me happy
i thought id live there forever one day when i was 12 my dad quit his job and we moved to lake tahoe it rocked my stable world 

my problem dear anne is that it is 2009 kids dont like to get all fussied up anymore and i dont think they would go to the trouble of making up stories about lost broaches to be able to go to a silly church picnic in my mind the little girls are wearing spring dresses and holding parasols with their gloved hands while the boys are eating biscuits and drinking homemade rootbeer with their hats and suspenders on but i live in a dreamland where i want everything stylized i know you understand me anne
the girl loves a project i mean LOVES it was like so fun to her to print them off plan how she wanted to present them go to the store for candy sign and put them together she just bossed me around and made sure i tied the string right 

but i couldnt stop looking at the picture because it shows the place where i played for the first 12 years of my life 
feeling so inspired

messes are piling up around me making it hard to relax and get well i cant cuddle grant or cate- they need to stay well- so they are steering clear of me i am bored and tired and achy yeh
cate did you love disney games on the computer when you were five

he is the perfect mix to me of blues and folk and funk and feeling 
i really really need my bedroom to be simple and uncluttered and white for calming purposes you know what i mean

grant and i listened and danced to his music on valentines day 
and the dishes she cleans for me i dont even have to rinse before putting things in the dishwasher anymore and how warm she keeps my toesies while im sitting at the desk working on the computer who needs slippers it seems her only desire in life is to be close to us and all she asks for is an occasional pet and some food and water truly my lowest maintenance friend

well just as we were making preparations to get moving grant was granted that job he wanted right here in utah i guess were staying put (sorry shellie i wanted to live by you and drive to see ray and the beach on weekends real bad)
dinner i kind of snack or have a lunch type meal again dinner is tricky because i still need to prepare dinner for my family so i do but im not super hungry at night so i just eat whatever broccoli a little of what theyre having or snacky stuff or chicken wings or crispy thin crust pizza but i always end the day with a low carb ice cream bar

remember how i was so proud that my room was clean and i was knitting well i still am 
from brora

it makes me too happy drawers full of yarn too glorious
i spent a few years calming down my teen angst and attempting to grow up i loved san luis obispo i was ready to chill there for good 

(but honestly i dont snack alot when you eat so much protein you dont get hungry as often through the day)
do you have to be obsessed with yarn and needles and hooks like i am to think that is the most inviting little space youve ever seen 

one of my resolutions for 2009 was to stop ignoring the etsy shop and to not spin my wheels all day (these two problems are very related) i am the queen of walking in circles around the house and not really getting anything accomplished i wouldnt care except for that it drives me nuts part of the problem is my insomniatic nights which leave me only half there during the day times ( which then leads to high caffeine consumption) so i decided step one is to get good nights sleeps i am trying to change my night time routine to a peaceful herbal tea quiet inspiration seeking few hours it helps if i keep our room clean and the sheets freshly washed and calming reading more- tv less- at night is a goal then hopefully my days will be a little more with it because i hate wasting time
confession  i miss saved by the bell

lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with grilled chicken 
what im listening to this morningagain

what do you look for in a best friend
i bet that block is not nearly as big as i remember it being but i remember it being quite a trip


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